Truth and Justice for Federico Aldrovandi 
Egr. Mr. Pontani,
I read in the newspapers today said that she will sleep soundly, "while others do not!"
Who are you referring to Mr. Pontani? us? Our lawyers and Riccardo Fabio?
Why should not we sleep soundly? Maybe because my husband and I can no longer be with us our first-born Federico?
If this is you are absolutely right. 2005 and from 25 weeks that we can no longer stay "quiet" sig.Pontani. And 'since then and so it will be forever!
Or perhaps because we fear that there could still happen the other, as fears the isp. Nicola usual?
We've already done enough harm, even denying the sacrosanct right to know?
Speak Mr. Pontani, but maybe it is just not capable ... I can do only when the phone boasts of having beaten bad my son for half an hour while its still warm corpse lying next to her.
I tell everyone that nobody but nobody dares to tell the police officers convicted of abuse or threaten!! those who do so will give us only pain and will play their sad and offended us and Federico .. justice takes its course .. truth and justice for my son . nothing more.
hours transcribing the text of the letter of another police officer, Nicola usual appointment, a friend who has grown Federico and for this he had to give us the news that his superiors did not have the courage or the sense of responsibility , to give us.
"Dear Fred,
I never thought to write you a letter, but today more than ever, I feel the need.
I've never been good at writing letters, forgive me for a howler, for punctuation, and as someone criticizes me, for the subjunctive, but you write it with the words that come out from the depths of the heart.
From the bloody September 25 there night and day that you do not think, I always keep in mind the terrible image of your dead body.
Despite the work I do, there is never a habit in certain scenes and with you, it was devastating because I knew you.
As a boy I always dreamed of being a policeman and when I finally put on that uniform, I was the happiest man in the world. You know how much I love and am proud of my work, so much so that to do the best I decided to do away from my land, this, not to be conditioned and here in Ferrara I'm surrounded by very few true friends, always above the parties, because that's how it should be.
That morning I asked myself many times because it just touched me .... and on my way home, I tried to find the words to tell your father as Lino, Patrizia your mom, your brother Stephen.
There was no need for words .... after many years of knowledge and friendship ... it took a look.
before my eyes the sorrow of your father, knelt down and hugged me in front of the legs shouting: "Tell me that's not true ... Nicola. Tell me what is one of your jokes ... "
would be too cruel a joke.
many times that morning I prayed to God to still be in my bed, that what I was experiencing was a bad dream.
Unfortunately it was true.
With your parents have decided not to see each other and frequently for reasons of expediency, because we did not want anyone to see us together, might think or believe God knows what.
It was a difficult but appropriate.
friends you see when you need it and I could not stand by him.
I followed the progress of the story on television, from what the newspapers, which created the blog from your mom.
Your dad once asked me what I would do if one morning I had been there on the spot. Your
, and was supposed to be the simplest of actions that a police force can confront and resolve.
That morning you could be anyone, the son of anyone more honest or dishonest person in the world.
When you are faced with a person under the conditions in which you have described, the first thing to do is call an ambulance with a doctor in tow.
Meanwhile you try to talk to who's in front to try to calm him down, to calm. If then it becomes violent or violent you are away, they close themselves off in the car asking for reinforcements.
Once the doctor arrived, we agree with them on how to intervene. Usually the subject is immobilized and the physician practice with an injection of sedative.
There was only this and nothing else to do, because what happened instead was that morning and then in the morning is a nightmare.
In tutto questo tempo ho dovuto fare i conti con me stesso e con tutto quello che mi circonda, da una parte l’uomo e dall’altra il poliziotto, perché io ero “l’amico” e per questo ho subito gratuitamente delle minacce, battute e commenti fuori luogo. Quante volte ho dovuto stringere i denti, fare finta di niente, fare finta di non aver sentito.
Sono fatti, eventi che ti segnano, ti sconvolgono radicalmente la vita, ti sfiancano, specialmente dopo la mia deposizione, quando qualcuno ti manda a dire: “Purtroppo l’onestà non paga mai!”, come se, nella vita at some point you have to be compelled or forced to make choices or take sides, because they have not yet figured out that it is not going against the "System", to make the champion of the situation.
It is to be human from head to toe, because I want to look in the mirror in the morning and at night, when I go to bed, and I want to sleep with a clear conscience.
I got to the point that they no longer trust anybody, not knowing who to trust.
I chose to continue to be honest and sincere as they have always been, as this allows me to walk always in his head high and face whoever is in front of me, bluntly, to say what I think always ruthlessly and assuming all my responsibilities.
This led me to consciously and deliberately remove the people that I love the people I love, for fear that what has happened to me and is happening to me, that my choices, and can consequently somehow cause him damage, harm, which may be subject to retaliation, for spite.
People who came to do what he has done is capable of anything.
Fred Sai, have changed so much, they are no longer Nicola than once, the one who laughed, joked that, always ready to make good and sound crazy, what he always said: "Life should be taken for the c ...." ;.
This morning, for the sentence, as in that sad morning of September 25, and are lonely and alone, I decided to be at Lino's side your father, your mother Patricia, your brother Stephen.
The sentence, I do not care, whatever that is.
From now on, I am interested only return to live alongside your parents and Stephen, because friendship, like love and like other noble and true feelings do not agree, can not and will never suffer from any strategy, unfortunately, from any event.
Your parents are hungry for truth and justice, and I very much hope that they will find answers to them because they find a little 'peace, tranquility, why waste a child is inhumane, it is unnatural as a policeman and I ask forgiveness for everything you have done.
Nothing and no one will take you back in life, I hope that what happened to us will serve to improve even more, to change the world everyday, especially the consciences of men that whatever they do or say, to behave with humanity, humility, conscience, dignity, loyalty, honesty, respect, honor, because nobody can ever most can afford to think or say, "honesty never pays."
honestly do not know how they will be for me the next day, I hope and I hope to find myself a little 'peace, serenity, tranquility, to find my & # 8220; meaning of life. "
I love you.
Un bacio
Nicola”
 
Fonte: Federico Aldrovandi
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